Come ease the pain that’s in my heart.
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Anonymous asked: what do you look for in a girl?
Wow…I look for a girl who acts herself. Someone who is not afraid to be themselves around me. I like a girl who’s short and has brown eyes. Someone who is somewhat quiet in public, because she’s kind of shy, but when she’s around me, she just opens up and is not afraid to yell at the top of her lungs. I like a girl who is willing to let me be there best friend and vice versa. Someone who tells me all their secrets and let’s me know them better than anybody else in the world knows them. I like a girl who makes their self available and there for me to tell my deepest secrets to, and my littlest ones too. I like someone who is unique, and different. They like to look nice, and make a good impression, but they don’t let what anyone else thinks, bother them, because they know I’m the only person they need. I like a girl who believes me when I say I will always be there for them no matter what, and they believe when I tell them I can make them happy. I like a girl who likes to feel special, and wants my attention. Even to the point where they’re clingy. Some guys don’t like it, but it makes me feel wanted, and like they’re always paying attention to me. I want someone who makes me feel special too. I have a lot of friends to hang out with, but I want a girl who I can talk to at any minute of the day and be happy. Someone who I can go and see at any time, just because. A girl who likes to just lay around and do nothing but talk to me. I like when a girl comes over and falls asleep and we don’t even do anything, but I’m happy just because she’s in my presence, and I know she’s ok. I like a girl who’s not afraid to tell me what she want’s, weather it be a kiss, to go on a date, to feel special, or just a piece of candy, because she’s hungry. I like a girl who likes to hang out and have a sleepover with her friends, because they like to have fun, but they don’t go out and do things that they know they shouldn’t be doing. Hence the reason I like a girl that doesn’t let anybody, even their friends, have a negative influence on them and the way they act. Someone who knows the difference between right and wrong and doesn’t give in to peer pressure, because they have a good enough heart to think of me before they do anything, and know they wouldn’t ever want to hurt me, so they don’t do anything wrong. I like a girl who depends on me for a lot. Someone who likes to go on dates, and has a nice laugh. Someone who has a nice smile. I like a girl who just wants to feel loved, and let’s me make them feel that way. Someone who isn’t afraid to work to make things better, when there meant to be, instead of running away from something that took such a long time to build. Someone who’s not willing to let what I have with them just fall apart after every memory they we put together. I just want a girl who wants to be my best friend for the rest of my life and will never get tired of making me feel special, and letting me make them feel the same. It sounds kind of cliche, but I know from experience, so that’s what I look for in a girl.
Tmi Tuesday
Yeahhhhh Buddddddy! Go ahead.
“Sleeping” Forever
Has never sounded so good before…
Sometimes I wish I didn’t see certain things…
I always see things that I wish I didn’t. I can’t stay away though. I hate it. I hate life. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
Today was a nice day out…
Today was a nice day out. It was really warm and it was nice to not have to wear a jacket or anything. The sun was shining. Nice days like these always make me think of you.
I hate driving alone at night…
I hate driving alone at night…it’s to much time for me to think about things by myself, and I get scared of myself and what I’m going to do…
For instance: “The curtains were blue.”
What your teacher thinks: “The curtains represent his immense depression and his lack of will to carry on.”
What the author meant: “The curtains were fucking blue.”
Lmao…Passudetti…
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I hate seeing…
All of these couples on facebook that go to or went to my school. Especially this one couple…the boy still goes to my school, but the girl is in college. When I look at their walls, all I see is their faces on the others walls. They’re so happy and they make the distance work. That’s a strong love. I’m capable of having that, if I jus had the chance. Everything they write, ending in “babe” It makes me want to write on her wall again so bad and do the same. So many times I’ve wanted to write something on her wall that I can’t write anymore. I want to be like those couples. I can have that, if you just gave me the chance.
Somebody important today
Somebody important today told me “Don’t worry…she’ll come around…” It meant a lot. I don’t think you realize how many people really want the old you back. Even people that are so close to you, you would never expect it. They’re all too afraid of losing you completely if they say anything to you about it though…everyone misses you. Be yourself again. There was nothing wrong with the way you were.
Fuck Yeah Love!: I wish.
I wish. I wish you thought of me like I thought of you.
I wish you would do anything for me, like I would for you.
I wish you could see, things would be different if it was you and me.
Just see, that, I, could be everything you ever wanted and more.
Let me show you, things are much better on the…
Music is what feelings sound like. I love to make new friends. I like to think on my own, because I am the only one who will truly understand, and agree with myself. But I also like to think with other people just as much. I've learned that truth is a weapon. I like to wear bracelets. Alright, cool. Bye.
This is what living like this does..
